Omg. It was amazing.

He came and picked me up for cinema, it was a bit awkward at first but got better. Both had a sing to Jack Penate lol :) And wow, he's such a good driver. I thought I was gonna end up battered and bruised but was fine ha.

We went to see Rocknrolla..was quite good, bit confusing. Nothing happened between us at cinema, I was a bit gutted. But then when we got back to the car he asked if I wanted to go straight home or not. I said I didn't mind, so he said he'd suprise me.

He ended up driving me down this lane, and we walked up the top of the hill near my house..it was kind of scary, but soo romantic at the top. It felt like something out of a film, except it was too cloudy to see any stars and reaally muddy.

But he put his coat down for us to lie on, and we just ended up talking for ages :) I complained about being cold, so he started hugging me..and just kind of bent down and kissed me.

It was the BEST kiss ever. Way better than Jack* or anyone else I've been with. I've got butterflies thinking about it!

But the thing is..we've hardly spoken since :( He knows I've got no texts atm, but I still thought he'd text me. We've said hi yesterday and today at school, that's it. It's really weird. Maybe he feels the same as I do, doesn't make the first move?

Or maybe he just doesn't like me anymore. I can't work out what I've done wrong.

I don't know what to do, I think I really like him. But I'm not ready for another boyfriend, it's too soon after Jack*. I'd still like to go out with Adam* again though, just like we did before.

Oh and Jack* went to the cinema Saturday night with that girl I was on about. They've kissed too, which I was soooo annoyed about it. But that's exactly what I did on Sunday..

Hmmm.

What shall I do about Adam*? Is he not worth it or not =/

You know I told you about the year 13, Adam*? And how I was worried about his ex girlfriend? Well we've been talking a lot..and going to the cinema in under 6 hours! EEEEK. I'm SO nervous because:

1. He's older and good looking - out of my league!
2. First guy I've gone out with that drives.
3. First guy I've gone out with since Jack*
4. I've asked if we can keep it quiet, cos of Jack* and his ex - so I'm nervous they'll find out.

Well..I'm in a big of a kuffule.

Basically, a lot of the year 13s have been added me and friends on facebook and we've started getting to know them. There's one boy Adam* who asked for my number, and I stupidly gave it to him. Now I wish I hadn't..cos he used to go out wiht this girl in my year and apparently she's not happy. So I've stopped texting him and ignoring him now really. I'm just going to find some other hottiees with no ex girlfriends to beware of!

Ok, this is a bit of a rundown of my love life the past few weeks..cos I'm so confused right now. I was with my boyfriend Jack* for a year and a week, when I realised things were changing. We drifted apart and it just wasn't the same. Like you know at the beginning of relationships, everything is really exciting and new? Well that all stopped..and I got fed up of being with the same person and stuff.

 So we broke up, but things are ok now. We still talk which is good :)

Anyway, while I was on holiday in the summer (This is when I was still out with Jack), there were a few people my kind of age. I met this boy Tayler* who I spoke to a few times..we got on really well, had a lot in common. Of course I didn't do anything cos I was with Jack. But recently, me and Tayler have talked a lot on msn and text..and I know if he lived where I live, we'd probably really like each other. He's going to Oxford uni in October, which isn't far from me..so I think I'll go up and see him. But the thing is, would you ever be in a long distance relationship? I'm not saying we're going to go out..it's just we kind of 'click'. People are different over msn/phone so maybe he'd be different when I see him again. I just don't know..

And then there is Robert*. He is the one I can actually see myself going out with..seeing as we've been out before (But that was one of those stupid relationships that last a month). We've been spending our free's together, texting, msning...and we've told each other we liked eachother. The only problem is, I think it's too soon after Jack. And Robert is not one of those relationship kind of boys. He's always just interested in flings, and it's all about looks with him. But he's told me he has changed, and he's looking for an actual relationship. Whether or not he's making it up or if he's hinting it at me, I don't know.

But what do you think I should do?

I think I want to make the most of being single, as I've had a whole year in a serious relationship. Don't want to get myself into another one.

Hhmmm.

this is the third time i've tried writing blogs on here, i wonder if any of the old people are still here? the first time, my friend found my blog..and i'd talked about waay too much that no one from school should know. and so i deleted it straight away so she could read no more.  

and then the second time i got bored cos this was just full of chavs who were obviously illiterate..'init bbz'. so this is my third time..and i'm actually going to stick it out! if you read this, i'd appreciate comments. cos otherwise i stop, get bored and one day it'll be my forth time on here. 

about me..i'm called danielle, nearly 17. just started sixth form, taking english language, media studies, maths and geography. enjoying it so far..having free periods is lush. oh and i live in the south west, but not saying anymore, i don't want weirdos knocking on the door.

umm i'm single at the moment..split up with my boyfriend of a year, just two weeks ago. still trying to get over him so i guess this will help. and i have a lot to say about boys atm..in a bit of kuffufle. but that will all be in another post i'm thinking :)

got a couple of really close friends, then just in a big group. our year is really close, everyones friends with everyone..i love it.

i've got brown hair and a full fringe, quite tanned, 5ft4. erm green/blue eyes.

that'll do for now :)